Meteora
- Foreword
- Don't Stay
- Somewhere I Belong
- Lying From You
- Hit The Floor
- Easier To Run
- Faint
- Figure 09
- Breaking The Habit
- From The Inside
- Nobodie's Listening
- Session
- Numb
Don't Stay
Sometimes I
Need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
Need you to stay away from me
Sometimes Im
In disbelief I didnt know
Somehow I
Need you to go
Dont stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Dont stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Dont stay
Sometimes I
Feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
Just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes Im
In disbelief I didnt know
Somehow I
Need to be alone
Dont stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Dont stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Dont stay
I dont need you anymore
I dont want to be ignored
I dont need one more day
Of you wasting me away
I dont need you anymore
I dont want to be ignored
I dont need one more day
Of you wasting me away
With no apologies
Dont stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Dont stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Dont stay
Dont stay
Dont stay
Somewhere I Belong
When this began
I had nothing to say
And Id get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find /that Im
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that Ive got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain Ive held so long
[Erase all the pain til its gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And Ive got nothing to say
I cant believe I didnt fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/only to find that its
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain Ive held so long
[Erase all the pain til its gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything til I break away from me
And I will break away
Ill find myself today
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain Ive held so long
[Erase all the pain til its gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I want to heal
I want to feel like Im
Somewhere i belong
I want to heal
I want to feel like Im
Somewhere i belong
Somewhere i belong
Lying Form You
When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always
Wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause
I know I can/But
I cant pretend this is the way
It will stay/Im just
Trying to bend the truth
I cant pretend Im who you want me to be
So Im
Lying my way from you
[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
Id rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
Is me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk
Of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that
And this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person
Really is me and Im
[Trying to bend the truth]
But the more I push
The more Im pulling away
Cause Im
Lying my way from you
[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
Id rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me
This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
Id rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me
Hit The Floor
There are just too many
Times that people
Have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you
And I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that Ive
Held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind
Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many
Things that youve said about me
When Im not around
You think having the upper hand
Means youve got to keep putting me down
But Ive had too many stand-offs with you
Its about as much as I can stand
So Im waiting until the upper hand
Is mine
One minute youre on top
The next youre not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute youre on top
The next youre not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won
And then its all gone
So many people like me
Put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think
To just say what we feel inside
So many people like me
Walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want
Is to feel like Im not stepped on
There are so many things you say
That make me feel like youve crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall
And Im counting down the time
Cause Ive had so many stand-offs with you
Its about as much as I can stand
So Im waiting until the upper hand
Is mine
One minute youre on top
The next youre not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute youre on top
The next youre not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won
And then its all gone
And then its all gone
And then its all gone
And then its all gone
Now its all gone
I know Ill never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us
But you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating
Up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall
One minute youre on top
The next youre not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute youre on top
The next youre not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won
And then its all gone
And then its all gone
And then its all gone
And then its all gone
Now its all gone
Don't Stay
Easier To Run
Its easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
Its so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret Ive kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years theyve played
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
Its easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
Its so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didnt have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I dont feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
Its easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
Its so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Its easier to run
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
Its easier to go
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
Don't Stay
Faint
I am
A little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints
But I cant help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am
What I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But its like
No matter what I do
I cant convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that Im not
But Ill be here
Cause youre all that I got
I cant feel
The way I did before
Dont turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
Time wont heal
This damage anymore
Dont turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
I am
A little bit insecure
A little unconfident
Cause you dont understand
I do what I can
But sometimes I dont make sense
I am
What you never want to say
But Ive never had a doubt
Its like no matter what I do
I cant convince you
For once just to hear me out
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that Im not
But Ill be here
Cause youre all that I got
I cant feel
The way I did before
Dont turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
Time wont heal
This damage anymore
Dont turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
No
Hear me out now
Youre gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
Youre gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
I cant feel
The way I did before
Dont turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
I cant feel
The way I did before
Dont turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
Time wont heal
This damage anymore
Dont turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
I cant feel
Dont turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
Time wont heal
Dont turn your back on me
I wont be ignored
Don't Stay
Figure.09
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
Its like nothing I can do
Will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cause from the infinite words I could say/I
Put all the pain you gave to me on
Display/But didnt
Realize/Instead of setting it free/I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
[It never goes away] never goes away
And now
Youve become a part of me
Youll always be right here
Youve become a part of me
Youll always be my fear
I cant separate myself from
What Ive done
Giving up a part of me
Ive let myself become you
Hearing your name/the memories
Come back again
I remember when it started happening
Id see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words
Attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away I was
Committing myself to them/and every day I
Regret saying those things/cause now
I see/that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
[It never goes away] never goes away
And now
Youve become a part of me
Youll always be right here
Youve become a part of me
Youll always be my fear
I cant separate myself from
What Ive done
Giving up a part of me
Ive let myself become you
[It never goes away]
Never goes away, never goes away
Never goes away
Get away from
Me
Gimme my space back/you gotta just
Go
Everything comes down to memories of
You
Ive kept it in but now Im letting you
Know
Ive let you go
So get away from me
Gimme my space back/you gotta just
Go
Everything comes down to memories of
You
Ive kept it in but now Im letting you
Know
Ive let you go, go..
And now
Youve become a part of me
Youll always be right here
Youve become a part of me
Youll always be my fear
I cant separate myself from
What Ive done
Giving up a part of me
Ive let myself become you
Ive let myself become you
Ive let myself become lost inside these
Thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
Ive let myself become you
Don't Stay
Breaking The Habit
Memories consume Like opening the wound
Im picking me apart again
You all assume
Im safe here in my room
[Unless I try to start again]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way
I know its not alright
So Im
Breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way
Ill never be alright
So Im
Breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit
Tonight
Ill paint it on the walls
Cause Im the one at fault
Ill never fight again
And this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I dont know how I got this way
Ill never be alright
So Im
Breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit
Tonight
Don't Stay
From The Inside
I dont know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies
Trying not to break
But Im so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me
I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear/for the last time
I wont trust myself with you
Tension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me
Trying not to break
But Im so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me
I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear/for the last time
I wont trust myself with you
I wont waste myself on you, you, you
Waste myself on you, you, you
Ill take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear/for the last time
I wont trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
Cause I swear/for the last time
I wont trust myself with you, you, you
Don't Stay
Nobody's Listening
Coming at ya..
Yo peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
[Rewind That]
Were just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten
But still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna
Talk this and that/so I suppose that
It gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
[It goes]
Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobodys listening
Call to you so clearly
But you dont want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobodys listening
I got a
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
And everything left is a waste of time
I hate my rhymes
[But hate everyone elses more]
Im riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that its better
I cant keep myself together
Because of all this stress
Gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something
I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years
The fear and trash talking
And the people it was to
And the people that started it
Just like you
Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobodys listening
Call to you so clearly
But you dont want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobodys listening
I got a
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
Uphill struggle/blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain/everything to fear
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
Uphill struggle/blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain/everything to fear
Heart full of pain..
Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobodys listening
Call to you so clearly
But you dont want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobodys listening
Ive got Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Nobodys listening
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
Nobodys listening
Uphill struggle
Blood, sweat and tears
Nobodys listening
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Nobodys listening
[Coming at you]
Don't Stay
Numb
Im tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I dont know what youre expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
Ive
Become so numb
I cant feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
Im becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Cant you see that youre smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more then I can take
Ive
Become so numb
I cant feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
Im becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
Ive
Become so numb
I cant feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
Im becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Ive
Become so numb
I cant feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
Ive
Become so numb
I cant feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
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